SleepsWithBooks

Of course I have to skip the only day of class I have a week because my stupid Colitis started flaring last night. I woke up and couldn’t not justify going to class with the cramps and amount of blood I’ve been losing. I cried a little, read a little about other people going though this ( its amazing how much it helps ) put the heat pad on and went back to sleep until 2. I just took a shower and am trying to convince myself to make it to the store for some apple sauce and dishsoap. Looks like i’ll be eating apple sauce and rice for the next few days. woohoo. and not a sip of alcohol. I’m about to use all my spoons for the day by going to buy applesauce, lulz. fml. I can’t even move from this chair to grab my pen 3 feet away for fear of the pain and whatever else may result. mehhhh blah blah blah ranting. What a literal, shit disease. FUCKK.

still wrecked to say the least.